WHO:
Me silly I'm changing my online/offline identity. Everything will be under the name juslikefalling....


WHAT:
My life is changing. That includes my too. So keep an eye out for


WHERE:
Anywhere Online/Offline.


WHEN:
Sometime in FEBRUARY. I should be finished the transfer of all my online lives to "juslikefalling" in a month or so. That means new art, new things to say....new ME!


WHY:
I'm growing up. My teenage years is something I wanna leave in the past...so a name and profile change is just one phase to doing that.


ANY LAST WORDS?:
It's a hard operation to complete with school and friends and all....But I've been moving forward. I hate doing this, but I need to do it for me.


I lurv you all!

I don’t mean to neglect you fine artist here on
Between Coheed concerts, homework, and editing pictures, and trying not to eat…I haven’t been able to comment all these journal entries, and lovely pictures you’ve all been up loading.

This is just to confirm that I am NOT dead…but alive and well.

Rock on

What a rotten week!
It was short and intense.
Too many classes and exams in a 3 day period.
I am suffering in a circle of my own fire.
Everything that is happening to me is my own doing.
I am the cause of my own problems.
I'm so frustrated-mad-angry-fuckingoffthehandlepsycho-right now, if I don't vent off just this little bit of steam.....i don't know what I'll do...But I can guarantee I'll do something that will feel soo fucking good now...but will regret later.

...RAWR!

Quickie indeed

Good day mah bitchez!

I've been on one crazy roller coaster called LIFE.
But whateverrr!

Over all I'm okay...

My tattoo is looking sweet!

I've been meaning to make a ID for months now....lets see if I can haz ID up by tomorrow.

Peace mah bitchez ^^

My weekends are shot. No one wants to hang out. What is there to do? I can’t just stay home and rot. I’m young. I have to be used before my sell by date. But nobody wants me. I cannot just sit around any longer. I can’t just wait for the few I know to be free…I have to explore. I have to be free. So I walk the streets of New York.

Sometimes when I’m out by myself, at 3 am, I just want to go away. I’ve walked so far from Manhattan that I’m not even sure where in Brooklyn I’m at anymore. When I walk, it’s usually late at night. I leave outta the blue. I just get dressed and get out without telling anyone where I’m going. One day I think I might leave and never return. That’s what I want to do. Go somewhere else and start anew.

Everything you have only extends as far as you can see. I’ve seen a lot…and I wanna see more. NYC is big, but I’ve seen the ocean. I’ve seen Europe, I’ve seen the Caribbean, and I’ve seen Africa. I can’t explain how it is to live amongst the stars in the freedom of the sea. To be the only human for hundreds of mile in any direction. To go days without seeing another man made object. To finally feel free.

What really kills me are those birds that fly in the middle of nowhere. They are at least a thousand miles from land…Living to let the winds take them to wherever it flows. They soar across the ocean to make do with instinct and well…not much more. I find peace in that.
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One day I’m gonna do it. I’m gonna grab all my cash, and take the first international flight outta here…I’ll take life from there. If you ever looked at a map, and wondered what’s beyond its boarders…well…that’s where I wanna go. I just want to disappear from the map and explore on my own…
I’ve already got my foot in the door. When I left the ship in Africa…you know how easy it would have been for me to just walk away and never return…[When I explored the city of Djibouti, I look for advantages…things and people I can use to gain anything. During my time ashore, I found someone I can trust, and a place I can rest….that’s all I needed in my life.]….But I did return to the ship. I came back after exploring the town and determining that this just wasn’t the time for me to sail away on my next adventure just yet.